Well it’s still the plain o’ me who have the sudden urge to write after so long. It’s one year plus ago since my last post which was grumbling about the deployment and being in National Service while now I’m a 2 months old free man. How time flies. Back then during this period, I was still in deployment with the wonderful brothers that I had made during our times in army but we made every little damm thing fun and exciting while we serve.
As much as I hate the army, I have to admit that I MISS my platoon and the fun times we had. Will actually be having a gathering next Saturday and I’m actually quite looking forward to it.
So off I ORD-ed to face the harsh reality outside, I am actually working as a temp now. Work life is fun as people in my workplace are nice people however the pay is quite miserable to survive not to mention my spendings. I intend to further my studies but there is this unknown fear in me that I might screw up my studies but nevertheless I still look forward to studying. Okay great, life’s not that fantastic and my relationship is in a mess. I am not perfect or even a good boyfriend that girls expect but if you love me, why can’t you accept my flaws too? Contentment might sound easy or even silly but who truly knows what is contentment? Yes, I might whine and bitch but whatever it is at the end of the day, I accept it as part of life. If you do not know contentment, you’ll never gonna know what is happiness in life. If you compare every little things in life, you will never get satisfied and it will never end.
I’ll stop here and get back to my routine of sleeping and waking up at 7pm and slog my day away. Can’t wait for the weekends.
